Barftastic

A lot of my life is barftastic now. Barftastoc is a word that I use to describe somethat that is so disgustingly cute that you want to barf.

It's weird really, but I'm happy. I've wanted what I have for awhile now and to finally have it. I don't know how to explain it. This is what happy feels like. It's wonderful.

He's wonderful. Absolutely wonderful. Just incredible and I am so happy when I'm with him.

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Effing funniest thing, what I recently found out. Never in a million years would annything happen with her and something did! HAHAHA .............the signs of desperation. I hope he hates that I'm so happy and that he wasn't able to make me so. I hope he's miserable, but then again, I'm not that girl.