Oh, the joys of friends...or the lack there of

Friends. That's a funny term for me these days. Don't know who I can and can't trust. Don't want to know what the one has to say, yet she feels the need to tell me anyway. Hopefully she won't anymore. I told her that I don't care.


HUGE step for me today. Took my first antidepressant. After years, I finally did it. Now we shall see what happens.


Took it all back. Left a note. Shouldn't care what he thinks, but I do. It's bullshit really.


Internship starts on Wednesday!! EXCITED!!!


My life can go any number of directions right now and I am most excited about them. We'll see what comes of everything.


All that's happened must be leading me somewhere, so take me there!







Hm, song for today---this is what I would have wanted to say the first two weeks. But I've gotten over it. I'm not sorry because you deserved it. You were no good to me. What you did for me in no way equals what I did for you. While I shouldn't want reward or anything like that, it would have just been nice for there to be a balance.

Sorry - Buckcherry

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I miss you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say i'm sorry.

This time I think i'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
[ Sorry lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say i'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah Sorry!

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say i'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry.